Oh, Silly People!

Welp, I am sick. Once again. You know, it happens. It could be worse!

I am on like 3 different horse people and the loopy effects are seriously starting to kick in...

Here's a recap upon my weekend!

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I truly had a wonderful weekend!

Friday was super fun with the game and getting to hang out with people!

Saturday, I went to rehearsal and made some awesome new friends (:

Then we went to Panera and chatted away for a couple hours, which was super nice (:

Then I had a bonfire that I went to that Saturday night and I must say that I had a lot of fun (:

I got to hang out and meet new people (:

Sunday was just a rest day for me (:

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Now I get to what my title is about, silly people.

I think I have hit that stage in my life where I'm just kinda like "meh, if you wanna hang out; awesome. If you don't, it happens."

I'm not sure if it's for the best but I think it will show me the people I really want to hang around with (:

One of my friends - we're acting like a freakin' divorced couple. We don't talk as much anymore and on the rare occasion that we do see each other; we kinda of awkwardly wave.

Another one of my friends - Seems to be wrapped up in something else, but I understand. It happens and I'm happy for this person (:

Another another one of my friends - I'm not really sure where we stand right now? I wish we could go back to the way we were but I feel like something is stopping us from doing so? Maybe it's the both of us?

Oh, you silly people.

Yes, I add myself to this group of "silly people."

My Birthday and Love Language (:

Well I had a lovely birthday! I enjoyed getting to spend time with the people I care about (:

My mom and I went to this little fair thing over by where we live and it was honestly a lot of fun (:

I was baked a lovely, two colored frosting cake (:

I also received a TON of birthday wishes and it was really nice (:

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I learned today about the 5 Love Languages and how they affect us (:

In the giving love, I am physical touch and gifts (:

I love to give people hugs and little signs that I am thinking about them (:

I also love to give people gifts because I think it shows that I know what people like and think about them (:

In the receiving way of love, I am physical touch and words of admiration.

I think this gives a lot of insight into myself; I know I am easily hurt by words even if they are just "jokes." I also know that if a person doesn't tell me that they love me often; I start to feel like they don't. I think words are so very powerful and I need to be told that I am loved.

I also need the sense of touch to know that I am loved. I am a very touchy feely person and hugs and touches are an EXTREMELY important part of my world.

The words and touches go hand in hand and make me who I am (:

Actions Speak Louder Than Words

Actions truly do speak louder than words.

You can say anything that you want but you can't hide your true feelings with the way you act.

I learned that a lot these last few weeks.

I learned that I can't hide how I truly feel, even no matter how hard I try.
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It's my best friend, Catherine's birthday today and she's 17!

I'm not really sure that there is a MAJOR change when you turn 17 but I guess it's just the thought of getting older (:

She seems a lot older to me but just 17 years of age (:
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“The LORD is my strength and my defense;
   he has become my salvation.
He is my God, and I will praise him,
   my father’s God, and I will exalt him" - Exodus 15:2

Crazy, Stupid Love.

The title of this blog says it all, honestly.

Love is crazy and makes us act stupid but I believe with all of my heart that it is worth it (:

My two favorite quotes recently have been:

"Take me for what I am, who I was meant to be." -RENT

&

"Don't waste your time being an option. Refuse to be anything but a priority." -Unknown

I really think this summer has shown me that I shouldn't just be an option, I need someone that wants all of me and nothing less.

I know there is someone out there that will love every bit of me, for who I truly am (:

He'll be my Knight in Shining Armor (:

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Well well, Senior year has finally arrived and it has been amazing!

I have all of my classes with Brittany and it's really nice because I didn't have that many with her last year and I feel like this will help us connect more as friends (:

I also have classes with a lot of other people that I haven't usually had classes with and it's a nice change of scenery and a breath of fresh air to be honest (:

I tried out for a main role in the play, "Egad! The Woman in White!" and I really hope that I get it (:

I think it would be so much fun and something new!

This year is all about new experiences and new people (:

Speaking of new, I decided that if I don't get a main role that I am going to try the light board for a crew along with make-up (:

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So I put in my application for UTK today and I am super excited! I really feel like I am going to get accepted (:

The other schools I'm going to put in an application is MTSU, Tech and Vandy.

Vandy sent me an email saying that I should apply to their school.

I talked to Brittany about it and she was like "Well what if you get accepted?"

I honestly don't know if I would go there if I got accepted. I might, maybe?

I definitely know that I am not going into the Navy, no matter how much they want me as an engineer!