Psalm 34:18 - "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in the spirit."

I felt my heart just stop beating last night.

I was told by my now ex boyfriend that he has been lying to me about himself since the day I met him.

Not just little things but him as a whole.

He was a person I didn't know.

I developed feelings for a mask.

I asked him how he could do that to another human being and he didn't answer.

I couldn't believe that there are people out there like him and he replied back "There are lots of them, get use to it."

I don't feel like my standards are too high; they're standards for a NORMAL human being to live by.

I just really am crushed, I feel stupid for being duped.

I should have known but I know that there is no way I couldn't have known.

Letting Go

So many things have happened these last few months and my life has done a complete 180.

I think it's for the better though, I know that God allows things to happen that will shape us in a way that He wants.

I know that God will guide me through whatever (:

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So the Christmas baskets are coming along just nicely (:

I am so excited to give them to people (:

I have almost all of them started or done! (:

I have birthday presents for people this month done as well which makes me happy (:

I simply love giving presents (:

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I am getting my Senior Pictures done today and I'm really excited (:

I just hope they turn out really good (: